Diane Melby
Salon for Creative Expression

Positive Result

There is too much of life to die. It is heard
in the trembling voices of the birds, skittering
from twig to fragile twig, just beyond the reach
of the fox kits, who chase the squirrels
as if in some joyful romp.
The squirrels are not fooled by the silly antics
of the kits. They know that with each nip
life grows shorter - just as she knows
by the test’s positive result,
positive it is not.
But what else is there for the squirrels to do
except gather nuts for the coming fall
while she pulls beans from the garden, to pile up
until every shelf in the fridge spills green, thinking
of the days to come that she won’t see and the tomatoes
slowly ripening on the vine, that she won’t eat.
Diane Melby
Originally published: Anthology of Appalachian Writers, Vol. XVI, 2024.

Many factors have shaped who I am as a poet: growing up in the heart of the disability community (as a child of leaders in the disability civil rights movement), being the daughter of a philosopher, my own struggles with chronic illness, queerness, motherhood, and my enduring sense of connection to the natural world. But my original introduction to poetry came through my matrilineal grandmother. As a child, she read me poems—her own, Millay’s, others. And though she had about her a kind of sadness, the poems seemed to ease her rough patches. Once, she said to me as I watched her paint, “Whatever they do to you, get it all down.” I have kept her close all the way through. I have been following some original spark of expression since youth. I write to make music and to sing back to the darkness. I write to listen, to speak, to praise, to grieve, and perhaps most importantly to transform what can seem impossible, to hold the exquisiteness of ordinary life up to the light, to break bread with the mystery.
Acknowledgments:
“Because I Could Not Touch You,” was previously published in Sweetlit.
“Letter From the Edge of Every Known Thing,” was previously published in Sweetlit and Best New Poets, 2025